It started playful and simple with an idea; “mmm, it would be nice to share a guided meditation that uses the theme of influence“. Last week I recorded a meditation I did with a group of international students of mine, the recording is already made so easy peasy! Well that’s what you think. It starts out with the “it would be nice to” but slowly it moves to “I should do it, yay!” to the inevitable and destructive “if I don’t do it today it’s pointless even doing it at all“. That was today!
HOW MANY OF YOU RECOGNIZE THIS? One moment we are all psyched about something and the next we send our sabotage squat on a mission to self and the remaining bits of a belief in our self; searchiiiiing, seek and destroy! (yep, here speaks a Metallica fan of the first hour) I’ve mastered this art of postponing something and then dropping the whole idea all together. Why? It’s because of the invisible force called influence. There is something within me that’s really good at setting parameters preventing me to either start or finish something. But here’s the deal; I’ve found the solution to overcome it!
The only problem is; I don’t have the time right now to share it with you. I’m going out with the boys because one of them is playing some songs tonight in a little bar called V. (Check it out here) But in the mean time I would love to hear from you;
Have you ever experienced a similar situation? share, share, share!! Abuse that comment box below and let me know what you struggle(d) with.
ps: the meditation is on its way, it just needs some editing
ps2: there’s probably no blog tomorrow as it’s my birthday 🙂
ps3: I’ve found the solution to fight that darn sabotage squat, so there will be a post about the solution!